To be separated … tolerable only for a good cause!!!

3 years … then a break of 4 years
and 3 years once again in my life
I had lived alone with no one to share my sorrows
or even my happiness when it was necessary.

Friends were there of course, no doubt about it
hardly a couple of true ones out of the lot
the real true ones were out of reach, and
the true ones with me were waiting to be parted.

I never felt for that lonely life, for I learnt what the true world is
not from the true friends … who were a few blossoms
out of the several thorns of other people
who were friends for name sake.

But I never felt the loneliness … in my life
until September 2007 when I got married
I had someone to care for me and show me real love
next only to my parents and brother.

She showed me the other side of the world
she became so attached to me and I got addicted
that she became my whole in just 6 months we were together
but time … is the greatest player in separating her from me.

When I say we are separated, it’s not that total separation;
she was carrying my heir and
had to go to her mother to deliver the first baby
and come back with the reward for the true love we shared.

The 6 years I lived in a lonely world puzzled me
posed questions how just 6 months’ change could create such an impact
I debated with my own mind searching for an answer to that question
and at last concluded that true love is too dangerous to be separated from.

Now I have the reward in hand for the separation I experienced
that’s the arrival of my daughter Suchibut
fate is making another move in my life
that’s by extending the separation from my wife and daughter.

I now have the confidence to face it as I am 6 months experienced in it
I have already crossed 6 months of separation from my wife, and
now I only have to spend another 4 months of separation, and
to be separated … tolerable only for a good cause!!!